This week’s blog is not overtly about reading, except as
insofar as I am reading the world. I
want to tell you how I’m surviving this election. It has been harder than any other, as I’ve
heard many others say. For me part of
that was having my kids be teenagers, not voting this time, but both of voting
age in the next four years. This was a
terrible way to introduce them to what I think is one of our greatest
freedoms. It was so difficult to talk to
them about why I’m voting for my candidate, who was not my first choice. But we don’t always get our first choice
candidates, do we? And we still have to
vote, sometimes for someone we doubt.
I have tried to stay informed, so I can make the best
decision, but while the internet makes so much more information available, it
also produces so much that is questionable that staying informed seems harder
than ever before. Mainstream media is
losing its credibility, and new media sources may be independent, but often are
no less biased.
Usually I tell my kids we just have to have faith in the election
process, but this time that has been very difficult to maintain, with
corruption and voter fraud apparently at every turn. So what do we have faith in?
People.
I have faith that people are essentially good, and that bad
behavior (dare I say evil? Yes, this
election I think we’ve seen evil) will be curbed by and for the greater good in
people. I trust humanity. I trust it to screw up, to stumble, and to
err, but I also trust it to rise ultimately—to learn and to love.
I am a Cubs fan, and have been for better than twenty years. If the Cubs can win the World Series, we can
survive this election and learn from the trauma it has caused. It has been traumatic. I’m exhausted and full of doubts. Social media has kept each wretched act of
this play right in my face for months now, and it has taken a toll. But I’ve been a fan of human beings even
longer than I’ve been a fan of the Cubs, and I’m certain we have our own
10-inning Game 7 coming. We just have to
keep believing. It might help to
sing. Loud. And vote.
We all need to vote. And
whichever direction we go, we have another tough road ahead of us.
Meanwhile, I’m going to listen to some beautiful music and read
a good book and escape for a bit and see what I can do about recovering my
balance. When this is over, we’re going
to need some metaphysical band-aids to heal the wounds we’ve incurred. I’ll need to be whole myself to take part in
that. It’s going to start small, as all
important work does—first with my family, and then in larger circles, like
ripples in water. That’s my wish for us
on this election eve: that we make
decisions with the whole country in mind, that, starting from what’s best for
our family, we vote for what we want for the world they live in, and that we do
our part to effect that world.
Love saves the day!
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